Although I wouldn't recommend it. I figured something out, it's weird, but it's what's going on with my body right now. And we all know how weird my body is anyway right? Apparently my body just isn't liking food anymore.
It's so damn weird I'm almost afraid to write it down. But I've been paying really close attention and it happens every single time. A couple of minutes after I eat anything, solid or liquid, I get a chill. Then the sweats. And then I feel like passing out.
By the time I'm finished eating a meal, I'm ready to pass out. Even from a lousy bowl of oatmeal. And then when I wake up there is that intense chest pain, the chills and sweats again. Until I drink something.
No wonder it's been driving me crazy all week. Another fucking catch 22.
Oh well, I don't have time for this shit. It's warm and sunny, smells like spring outside. I am going out there to get some work done today!
For over 40 years I had a shitty life. I prayed to God to bring me a man who would simply love me for me. I'm very thankful that I was able to open my heart to the one he sent me! Even for the short time I had him, he taught me so much and saved my life! Now I am looking forward to the next 40 something years with a new perspective!
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