Oh This Is Really Pissing Me Off!

That bath really helped last night! So much so, that I went to bed early, got a good nights sleep and actually got my sorry ass up early this morning. It's an absolutely perfect day out there today. I really should go have that garage sale at the storage bin. But I'm not so sure I can.

I felt ok, until I finished my last cup of coffee and decided I would go have that garage sale. But after my shit, my entire belly feels like it's gonna explode again. Dammit this shit is pissing me off!

I have no idea if it is the damn ovary or it really is my bowels. There's no reason for my bowels to be acting up like this, I haven't changed my diet. Although the pain pill business, the chemical warfare, the change, then not taking any, could be the culprit.

I'm thinking about taking an Oxycodone and hoping it dulls the pain enough for me to at least get to the storage bin by noon and have a sale for a couple of hours. I really need to get that done dammit.

It's costing me $50 a month just to store all that stuff. Ask LL, I've got a lot of stuff in there, that could give me some extra money. If people actually buy it. I just hate having to deal with it.

There's also tons of stuff that needs to be done around here. I have to cut the grass, but I have to change the blade on the lawn mower first. I hit a rock last time and bent the blade. Cracked me up to see the little lines of ditches all over my yard. But I can't do that again. That just makes more work.

I still have to cut up a couple of trees I pulled down. I still have to unload the truck and clean that shit. I bought a couple of rose bushes for a dollar yesterday that need to be planted. My flower beds need to be watered.

I need to go see the old lady. I haven't even called to see how she is cuz I'm afraid she'll give me yet another list of shit she absolutely has to have RIGHT NOW! And I'll probably lose my temper or something.

I need to get to the Post Office. Oh shit, they close in 2 minutes, that will have to wait until Monday. Dammit.

All I want to do is curl up in a fetal position or slice open my belly and just rip out whatever the hell it is that is killing me!