Holy Shit

It's been a week now since I've taken a pain pill. I've forgotten how much pain I was really in dammit! Yeah it hurts like hell from the middle of my back, down my arms, up to the top of my head. But the worst pain is in my freakin belly!

I must be going through one of those "cycles" or something. I've always had pain in my left belly. The docs always told me it was my twisted bowel (not bowl lol) and there was nothing to do for it but suck up the pain.

All day long my belly has been swollen. It feels like I could pick it with a pin and it would explode all over the place. Spilling my guts all over the entire county! You know how it feels when you are severely constipated and you just feel like you are gonna explode any second? That's how I feel today.

But I'm not constipated. I shit my brains out yesterday and had a normal one this morning. So it's got to be that ovary, that I didn't know I had for the last ten years. Oh well if I pass out again this time, maybe I'll go to the ER and they will take it out for me.

Oh and maybe I can room with the old lady! She's not doing too good. I haven't even gone to see her yet. She's been vomiting all day and I just don't want to see that. So maybe I'll see her tomorrow.

I think I'm going to go soak in the tub, then go to bed with the heating pad on my belly and wait for this "cycle" to get the hell over with.