There's a storm brewing. Somewhere. Not the weather either. I can feel it. I'm not liking it either. Wish I knew what to expect. But I don't. This just sucks.
I can't wrap my mind around a single thought today. I walked in to Walmart, to pick up my meds, and I couldn't remember what else I needed. I walked around that store 3 times before I finally gave up.
A few people I care about are going through a rough time. It breaks my heart that I can't help them. All I can do is offer my support. Which is hard to do when they don't even want to talk to me.
And the two that do want to talk to me. Well, they can't stop talking to me. They are wearing me out.
I woke up this morning with bruises all over my arms and legs. I have no idea how they got there. Could be from moving all that stuff the last couple of days and throwing shit around the garage to make room.
I got my boobs rubbed today. Wish I could say I enjoyed it. I didn't. My physical therapist tortured the hell out of me to work out the knots and snags from my neck to my waist. Now it hurts like hell, but I can move it again. And I don't feel like I'm having a heart attack anymore. So I guess that's good.
I can't even concentrate long enough to read anyones blog. I'm just sitting here in a stupor. I think I'll just go to bed.
For over 40 years I had a shitty life. I prayed to God to bring me a man who would simply love me for me. I'm very thankful that I was able to open my heart to the one he sent me! Even for the short time I had him, he taught me so much and saved my life! Now I am looking forward to the next 40 something years with a new perspective!
No comments:
Post a Comment