And I can't figure it out dammit. I've not been feeling well for weeks now. For awhile, I was convinced it was just the intense pain, but there is something else. I haven't been able to eat anything more than my morning oatmeal for the last 3 days. Whatever this is is traveling all over my body.
That chest pain I was feeling has now moved to the right side. Muscles I didn't know I had are aching. If I sit for more than 10 minutes I'm out cold. And when I wake up I can barely move.
Today I started getting this weird kinda tingling pain in my right shoulder blade. My neck, just below the jaw on the right side feels like there's a knife stuck in it.
Shit, this will have to wait, I have to run over to the old ladies. "A" just called and said she had a real bad fall just now.
For over 40 years I had a shitty life. I prayed to God to bring me a man who would simply love me for me. I'm very thankful that I was able to open my heart to the one he sent me! Even for the short time I had him, he taught me so much and saved my life! Now I am looking forward to the next 40 something years with a new perspective!
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