I just got out of bed. I wish I could say I took a refreshing nap, but I can't. My morning headache just wouldn't go away. Usually it will become tolerable after the second pain pill, but not today. So I went to bed. But I couldn't sleep. My mind was filled with thoughts of someone. No matter how hard I tried to not think about this person. He just kept popping in my head. I'm afraid something horrible is happening with this person. And there's just not a damn thing I can do about it.
I don't like it.
(I guess I know what that's all about now.)
For over 40 years I had a shitty life. I prayed to God to bring me a man who would simply love me for me. I'm very thankful that I was able to open my heart to the one he sent me! Even for the short time I had him, he taught me so much and saved my life! Now I am looking forward to the next 40 something years with a new perspective!
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